I've been asking myself "Why was this so hard before?"Well... for one, I know that I am being held accountable not just to my team but also to my coach and the community. I want to do well for everyone invested!
So far, I think I have re-trained my brain in some aspects of life.
I prep my meals each week for the week ahead. Because I have a plan (not calling it a diet) I know what I am eating and when I am eating it. And because I have this plan and meals prepped, it takes away the guessing work for food for the week. I can now focus on other areas of my life because I have food simplified. {I feel like I've said that before, but it was worth repeating.}
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| Fridge Stocked for the Week! |
I've also taken my "lunch" meal and done 5/7 days of cottage cheese and 2/7 days tuna. That gets in some seafood for the week.
So far during this process I have lost 14lbs and I've lost a little over 19 inches total.
But the real gains have been in my bank account. Now that I am prepping meals for the week and have taken the guess-work out of it all, I am not wasting food.
In the past, I would have gone to the store and bought all my "healthy" foods for the week. Then, on the way home I would have stopped through the drive-thru. When I got home, I would have put away my food and then scarffed down my Large Value Meal and not even been satisfied. So I would have picked out the "easy" foods and snacked on them!
I was doing a crappy job of using what I had: Because I didn't prep meals, each night would become "oh, I'll just swing by (insert fast food location) and it will be warm.." And then a lot of my "healthy" foods I had bought would go to waste.
I would spend $100+ on food at the store for the week and then throughout the week, spend another $100+ on eating out as well not to mention lunches ($2.50 for a school lunch <yuck!>). So wasteful.
That has been a motivator in itself, to save that money to spend it on something fun!
The gym was a bit of a struggle for me this past week, and by that I mean that I didn't get in to the gym every day. I *try* to get to the gym each morning. If I'm there by 3:30AM then I get my workout in before 4:30 and can be home and in the shower by 5AM ... which is perfect for me.
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| Me. At the Gym. At 4ishAM... It's nice and quiet!! |
So I've been also going in in the afternoons somedays to make up for not getting in in the morning. Afternoons means a class (Body Pump or Turbo Kick) I love classes. They provide a group atmosphere and are fun!
I have had to speak some truth to myself lately as well. First of all, slow progress is still progress. I haven't seen the scale go down in quite a few years so anything that is less than it previously was is good.
Next, I didn't put all this weight on over night or even in a month... it's taken years. So it is going to take a while to get it off. And I am finally in a headspace to allow myself to do it.
And also... I have learned that I am going to make mistakes. I am going to eat something that wasn't on the plan. Or miss a day's workout. I am not on "the Biggest Loser" and I can't expect their results. I can expect the results that are right for my body.
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| And remember... |



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